The Confusers confession

him: that was a weak...sad version of me...
that gives into fleshly desire....
me: so u regret it
me: ?
him: to be honest....
him: i wouldve rather that it didnt happen...
me:then y didnt u jus stop?
its not like i was seducing you
him: i wanted to...
but once it started....
it was like..., "great going *confuser*"
me: once what started? the me sayin stop and laughing so that it wouldnt get weird again like it did las summer? or once u got in for a second?
him: once i got in for a sec...

The Confusers confession,

It is now high time that you all realize why I call him the confuser, U see he is having an internal struggle as he likes to say trying to be devoted to God but then giving into to fleshly desires. Here's the thing, I didnt tempt you, I actually tried to stop you, but you kept going...isnt that interesting? So now im a sin. Now I am one big huge sin, a mistake he made and now repents for, but takes so long to apologize to me for. How am I supposed to feel as a mistake? How does a mistake feel? How should I feel as the girl who was just your mistake?